Porthole blues 2012

Life has mostly been lived from the porthole  this summer  of 2012, those amazing views, sceneries and colors have been lived from a distance.

Those imaginary dips in the sea when I was really serving lunch.

Those moments of bliss when I was actually in the water and completely there, with body and mind.

Those hard days, those beautiful sunrises and sunsets. The time as always came and went leaving only dark circles under my eyes and heavy legs.

My time is soon , my life starts in just a little while, life have been lived restricted by the view from the porthole, now it’s time to rip open that porthole and live fully again the thing we call life…….